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After 9 Month I come back to this blog again~

Almost like everyday moody...

BUT...today I thought I won't be moody again..

Planned to do work with you, but you are in moody...

Wanted to "tam" you on skype, but u "copy" my words, say that don't wanna skype...

Make me feel that I can't tam you anymore~

WELL, ONCE AGAIN MY TEARS UNACCOUNTABLY DROPPING DOWN~

When 1 day u really read this blog~

pls remember the pinky promise~

This blog started at the day I never forget(10/07/12)

u can check all the posts by clicking "older posts"

but if u feel any uncomfortable, pls stop reading :)

08/09/2012 09.00 am

After 25 days 8 hours and 16 minute,

03/10/2012 05.16 pm

My tears drop again.... :(

But this time is because 

I MISS U

Maybe I cant see u for 1 month, 

I MISS U but maybe u are not...

ITS OK....

When U moody, I will keep make u smile, "tam fan" u...

BUT when I'm moody, U will try to make me smile , "tam fan" me...

DO u know the different between "KEEP" AND "TRY" ???

I want to make u smile, no matter u smile or not, I'll will keep doing it...

U will "TRY" to make me smile, if I can't smile, u will give up and let me chill...

Because u "TRIED".....ITS OK....NVM...U HAPPY CAN D.... :)

Sometime I also feel "gan dong" when u are trying to "tam fan" me, i know it maybe just a friend's care, 

So everytime I'm telling myself don't think too over, too much...

Honestly, I'm not a really caring guy, all the boys would do the same things on the girl their loving...

I'm just a liar, an actor~ Telling u "I'm ok", acting "Happy"

U must thinking why I keep being so fake all the time,

Because I don't want making u so awkward....

I shared all the status on FB and twitter,

I know u saw and u read,

But I also know u trying to ignore and feel so awkward...

So this is why I write this blog and don't want to let u know... :)

But I'm being a honest guy a month ago...

U don't know me well, But u can sense my feelings... :")

Anyway, thx for teman me all the time when I'm alone,

chatted with me when I'm boring,

cheer me up when I'm moody~

I'll remember all these moment ! :')

U are the one can make me happy and cry,

Just a dream come true, I FOUND U <3

I miss u~

I'll check my phone to see whether got your msg~ 

Even I knew my phone never rings....

Maybe I'm not handsome,

But I can assure will love u wholeheartedly~

Maybe I'm not really caring,

But I can assure will accompany u when u down, sad, moody, unhappy, hurt, sick~

Maybe I'm not rich,

But I can assure will keep our promises~

Maybe I'm not the best for u,

But I can assure..........FOREVER..... <3

I LOVE U~ 

NOT BECAUSE OF WHAT U HAVE BUT BECAUSE OF WHAT I FEELS~

I CARE FOR U~

NOT BECAUSE YOU NEED CARE BUT I WANT TO~

I'M ALWAYS HERE FOR U~

NOT BECAUSE I WANT U TO BE WITH ME BUT BECAUSE I WANT TO BE WITH U~

SARANGHAE ~ I LOVE YOU ~ 我爱你

Morning just woke up then......haiz
My dear ~EYES~ ! can you pls control yourself~ T.T
Even sleeping also can feel the pain~
jog in the rain more than 1 hour and now going to sick...this is what I want?
Sorry If i say something making you uncomfortable in msg....
I had tried my best to avoid that everytime....but..... Jeongmal Mianhae~
For once in my life, I don't have to try to be HAPPY,
When I chat with you, it just HAPPENS....
Every moment chatted with you is like a beautiful dream come true.... <3
But I always try to wake myself up~  </3
Telling myself it just a DREAM!!
It just a friend's care...
EVERYTIME I'M TELLING MYSELF~

剩3个月+

在更新这个blog的同时，你在短信里也发觉我是不是不开心~

我也这么觉得！但还是会微笑着说 "I'm Ok" 

今天..........

突然翻阅我们发过的短信，说过的话~

越看越心痛~  眼睛不听话~

不是哭~

只是眼泪莫名其妙的流下了.......

有时真是觉得自己太差劲了~

但人非草木~ 再坚强也有脆弱的时候！

你一直在短信逗我开心~ 但此时此刻我真的笑不出！:-( Mianhae

SPM后，不管我是不是第一批NS~ 

我都会离开Selangor~ 离开这里一段时间~ 

但在我离开前~

我希望~

和你逛街~ 第一次 也是最后一次！

和你一起看电影~ 第一场 应该也是最后一场！
和你拍一张两个人的合照~ 第一张 或许是最后一张！

送你礼物~ 虽然已是第二份 但应该也是最后一份！

和你作最后一次告白~ 但这次我不想知道答案！ </3

YOU DON'T KNOW :(

DO YOU KNOW ? ? ?

Sometimes I took more than 5 min to reply you~

Not because I type so slow~

Just because I want to make sure all the words that I say~ 

Won't make You feel awkward ! ! !

DO YOU KNOW ? ? ?

Some of your WORDS~

Even just a word~ a sentence~

I know its just a joke~ 

But I'll suddenly feel sad~

And I'll be happy until received your next msg~

Maybe in Next Minute, Next Hour, Next Day ! ! !

DO YOU KNOW ? ? ?

I also wonder why I take all those jokes so serious~

Maybe You're the one that I really take serious ! ! !

I'll not disturb u when i miss u~ i wanted to talk with u~
Maybe u thought that i have given up!!!
But I Didn't~
I Love you once,
I Love you still,
I always have,
I always will....
You're always on my mind~ All day just all the time!

感觉渐渐没那么强烈了！
是因为伤口已经痛得麻痹了吗？
不晓得~ 也不敢去包扎这伤口~
不想想你~ 却又偏偏想起你！
很想收到你的短信~ 却又偏偏等不到！
不想虚假地带着笑脸面具~ 却偏偏不能苦着脸对你！
很想回到过去~ 却偏偏不懂得制造时光机！
好累啊~ 讨厌现在的我~ HATE MYSELF~
虚假的样子~
虚伪的笑容~
懦弱的逃避~
善意的谎言~
鬼祟的关心~
不想伤害你~
宁可伤自己~
我爱你~ 所以不忍心伤了你！

但如果~ 如果有一天我真的伤害了你~ 不做朋友！
请原谅我~ 仔细看着我的眼和心，或许它们正在流着泪和血！:)
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