I'll not disturb u when i miss u~ i wanted to talk with u~
Maybe u thought that i have given up!!!
But I Didn't~
I Love you once,
I Love you still,
I always have,
I always will....
You're always on my mind~ All day just all the time!

感觉渐渐没那么强烈了！
是因为伤口已经痛得麻痹了吗？
不晓得~ 也不敢去包扎这伤口~
不想想你~ 却又偏偏想起你！
很想收到你的短信~ 却又偏偏等不到！
不想虚假地带着笑脸面具~ 却偏偏不能苦着脸对你！
很想回到过去~ 却偏偏不懂得制造时光机！
好累啊~ 讨厌现在的我~ HATE MYSELF~
虚假的样子~
虚伪的笑容~
懦弱的逃避~
善意的谎言~
鬼祟的关心~
不想伤害你~
宁可伤自己~
我爱你~ 所以不忍心伤了你！

但如果~ 如果有一天我真的伤害了你~ 不做朋友！
请原谅我~ 仔细看着我的眼和心，或许它们正在流着泪和血！:)
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Mood ok abit d recently.....BECAUSE OF U.....
Sometime my heart pain when I miss u~
But its ok~
U MAKE ME SMILE~ MAKE ME HAPPY~
LOOKING AT YOUR TWITTER QUIETLY~ WAITING U SLEEP 1ST!

Just realize I didn't talk for whole day, even a sentence a word~ :/
Just went back home, there's the person that I hope had sms me~
she keep "pinky promise" me everything that she won't regret, won't tell anyone~
she said I will feel comfortable if i tell out the problem~
When i'm looking the msg, I shed the first tear and ignoring your msg~
Ya~ I know I will feel more comfortable if I tell out!!
But I know if I tell u the problem, maybe u will feel uncomfortable and awkward~
So, Sorry~ I can't tell u the truth!!! even I can't hold back the pain inside my heart!

I shed the first tear

Chong Jia Nian was "DEAD"

4 August 2012~ I'm still dreaming in the hell!!!
Trial is coming~ But feel like not doing anything...No Mood
hmmmm....STUPID~

2 August 2012~ Yesterday U sms me twice with the same text "I want ask U something, Can ah?"
But I'm not replying u...I feel so bad!!! hmmm... :-(
I dun wan u to knw I did that~ This is why I put inside your bag quietly, its not important who gave u that! Pls Dun Ask~
Since I saw your tweets~ knw about u feeling better d....
Mood~ 5%

1 August 2012~ Just received your msg : "I wan ask U something, can ah?"

But I knw what u gonna ask....sure its about "Strepsils" thing~

Soli~ I'm not replying your msg~ :-(

If this happened at 1 month ago, Maybe I'll admit that~

But now, its not important anymore whether I admit or not!!! 

I realize if I reply your msg, then I'll repeat the mistake agn....
I have been rejected but I'm still do many stupid things and not dare to admit that~ 

LOSER~ I AM 

Mood~ 4%